Tomorrow's dodgeball game.....

Tomorrow is 2007 Bay Area Dodgeball tournament.

I heard people talked about it before.

But we cannot join for some reason.

It looks really funny.

Be an audience still a very fun thing.

check out last year's video.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gm94dYkeXvc

Hari

Hari(Tension) is a Japanese way to express balance.

I read it from an article about Naoto Fukasawa.

He mentioned about when you discuss with other people. All you experienced is what people talk to you more than you response to others. Then, it is not a "Hari".

It needs to be a balance which means you need to express yourself.

And recently, I had learned about it and learned to express myself and express it  properly.

Thank my Jesus to give me this topic and help me go through it.

Even though, I still feel stomachache when I had discuss with others.

I can taste the tension situation.

But I still try to express myself.

I mean if I don't say something for myself, who will.....

I am happy I answer people when there is another man said I think too much again.

I still afraid that I am a freak.... but I mean man, you don't know what I being through and if I felt uncomfortable. I will try to express it properly. I don't want to hurt you but what you said to me, it hurts.

I am who I am. If guys don't like it, maybe it was not always my fault.

呼.....................

No body can live your life for you. You must know that...........

Lives in San Jose

I had moved to San Jose like 3 weeks.

The lives is really good. 

Many different place if you compared with San Francisco.

Like weather or people here etc. many things are different.

Generally, I like here.

 

(mission peak at Fremont, here have good view)

(french restaurant at Santana row)

Santa cruz

Sept 1 is Labor day. So it makes this weekend is a long weekend.

After our roommates' long distance bicycle trip(they rode it to Suasulito). 

We were planing to go to Santa cruz which is a old surfing spot.

Really? I though surfing start from penguin. Whatever!!

Because I will move to San Jose. For reducing one more trip to San francisco, I packed my stuff and brought it with me to the trip of Santa cruz.

Thank for li-well to pick us up.

It looks like so many people want to go to beach today.

We took 1 hour to there and it should take half hour only.

 We were planning to go to there and maybe we can surf there. But we didn't have any surf board or swimsuit.

But after we arrived there, it was indeed so many people there but it's ok, I guess.

It is a very big beach and contains many volleyball court there.

After we arrived there, we were attracted by many good figure female and followed them to play some volleyball with them.

My friends told me that they might be teenager. well! OK.

And we play volleyball about 3 to 4 hours.

We didn't go surfing even that e didn't touch ocean at all, ha ha.

 It's a beautiful place but it might be a traditional holiday spot and many tourist there.

So it is not so beautiful to me.

We just went back from Lake Tahoe. It's really beautiful in summer.

We went to a Chinese restaurant after beach volleyball.

I feel so good and I'd love it.

And actually I'm so enjoy to spend time with my friends today.

Thanks for everybody I felt great.....

I love summer.... and to stay a place's weather is like summer everyday.

I think I will enjoy it....

So long!! San Francisco......!