I read it from an article about Naoto Fukasawa.
He mentioned about when you discuss with other people. All you experienced is what people talk to you more than you response to others. Then, it is not a "Hari".
It needs to be a balance which means you need to express yourself.
And recently, I had learned about it and learned to express myself and express it properly.
Thank my Jesus to give me this topic and help me go through it.
Even though, I still feel stomachache when I had discuss with others.
I can taste the tension situation.
But I still try to express myself.
I mean if I don't say something for myself, who will.....
I am happy I answer people when there is another man said I think too much again.
I still afraid that I am a freak.... but I mean man, you don't know what I being through and if I felt uncomfortable. I will try to express it properly. I don't want to hurt you but what you said to me, it hurts.
I am who I am. If guys don't like it, maybe it was not always my fault.
呼.....................
No body can live your life for you. You must know that...........
