Before that we ate dinner and play poker which punished by push up.
Thanks for James and Mike for preparing our dinner.
It's really delicious.
Wow..... yesterday night was a very health night.
It's so amazing that you can see many kinds of entertainment environment in SJUS.
I am so admire them and it's not expensive. One man for two game's bowling, only cost us 7.25 bulks.
Sometimes, I would go blowing with some of my best friends in Taipei.
Basically, I am not good at this game. Basically I don't think bowling is a sport.
Anyway, we had fun.
I always try to treat this game as a way to practice straight line.
After that we went to play some video game and ping-pong.
Oh... ping-pong....
I play ping-pong since senior high.... but I don't know why I cant control my physical strength yesterday.
I always play over the court. haha......
Anyway, James seems the best of us and he kept staying on the court.
Damn.... I have to say that I don't like the feeling of lose.
I mean I'm not always a winner but I am a fighter..... goal catcher, if I quote Dan's words.
I will focus what I want and pay my effort to get it.
I really really don't like that feeling as a loser... haha
Anyway..... through this game... I realize one thing inside me... and I try to figure out why or what should I do for this kind of situation.
Not only for the position of loser but it also remind me when I always want to be a winner.
I mean like a leader in a team or represent of a company or as someone important...
Damn,... I felt myself so arrogant.....
I hate that......I cannot control my desire well.........
I mean that I don't want to pour my desire off..... because that's why I keep spurring myself to be best.
But I got to learn how to control it than it control me, right?
It's an attitude that how you treat people and also a art of balance.
I hope that I can keep in my mind of the doctrine of mean....
